I’m done keeping my phone with me at all times hoping you’ll call or text, even though i know you won’t…i even take it with me when i go into a different room in my house so i can answer right away and not keep you waiting in case you do try to reach out to me…what a dumbass, right?
I’m done hoping that one day you’ll go well out of your way to do something nice or sweet for me as i constantly do for you, instead of just consistently doing nothing special at all. its not about money, or flashy things or anything like that…its about you simply wanting to be sweet and actually acting upon it…just like i like you so much, i’ll go that distance to do that extra thing for you, just because i know it’ll make you happy, but i guess you dont feel that way either.
You are one of the most caring people i have met, and without you i’d be a completely different person. but just like you help me, i work to help you too. We both help each other through problems, thought processes and confide in each other. But while you get a counselor and a girlfriend, i only get a counselor.
I’m done wishing you’d stop flirting all of the time with other people.
I’m done waiting for you to be the sweet, romantic person you swore you were
I’m done hoping and waiting for you to change
Its a lot easier to not expect anything and be pleasantly surprised if you actually do anything for me, than it is to expect or hope for something to happen, and constantly get let down and disappointed.
This isn’t a break up letter, from how it sounded you’d think it was…its just my admittance of defeat…i give up on what i’d hoped you’d be.
